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Uh so this is for John. When you have tried to kill yourself, I am assuming that you woke up in a hospital. What was that like? Were you mad when you first woke up? Did you have an IV or anything? I was pissed, pissed at everyone. It was my stepfather’s fault for calling the ambulance, and his excuse was that he “didn’t want to go to jail for assisting in (my) suicide.” I was pissed off for weeks. I refused to talk to my parents except calling them bitches and whores in Russian. I did have an IV, but I pulled it out the minute I woke up, and painted my entire bed, pillow, sheets and clothes with blood that wouldn’t stop gushing from the hole. I don’t know why you would even ask me such a gruesome and personal question. |
Filth and Wisdom
The creators of this blog are Kayla and John.
Kayla is a 19 year old high school graduate who currently works in retail, and John is an unemployed drop-out who has been an intravenous opiate user for three years. John has also been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, panic attacks and clinical depression.
After a suicide attempt and a brief ending our relationship, we are currently back together.
This blog is a documentary of our lives and the consequences that opiate addiction and mental illness have on our relationship.
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