i have something to say to both of you.

John -
I don't know if many people tell you this, but I think you'll get better. It doesn't have to be tomorow, or next month, or even next year, but someday it'll happen. And you and Kayla will be happier than ever. It won't be easy and i know you say you can see yourself using for the rest of your life, but i really do have hope for you two. The love you feel for her is so strong i can even feel it through my computer screen. That's more of an accomplishment than finally hitting the last un-collapsed vein you have left. What you and Kayla have is something so many people search for. I guess you guys found each other for a reason, and I know someday you'll be clean and happy forever with her.

Kayla-

I have an enormus amount of respect and admiration from you. Sticking with your boyfriend at this time probably isn't the most pleasant thing to do, but the amount of love you have for him is also overly evident. It's unbelievably admirable that at such a young age, two people care for each other so much. You are an inspiration and demonstrate what real devotion is. I hope you know that.

On a lighter note, i fucking love this blog. Good luck to both of you, and i hope this brightened your days.

Thank you so much for this message, this was really sweet and incredibly thoughtful. My brain isn’t really functioning right now and I would love to give a better reply to this, but for now all I can say is thank you thank you thank you. We really appreciate the kind words. ;-; <3

-Kayla.

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