You know what annoys me the most, people die everyday and don't even get a choice. You're slowly killing yourself and making this blog telling people what drugs you take etc? Instead of announcing it over tumblr, get some help.

I was going to make some stupid remark to this, but I am kind of annoyed.

If you actually read anything on this blog you would fucking realize that, hey, John is extremely depressed and mentally unstable and that he wants to die, it’s his choice. Most people with severe depression are suicidal. He doesn’t want help, which greatly saddens me but whatever. Unfollow if it annoys you. Like, are you stupid or something I don’t get it. I don’t like to make remotely bitchy posts like this, but omg, seriously. 

-Kayla.

John: You are an idiot. I’d think of something more witty, but you really don’t deserve it. This blog isn’t about the drugs I take, this blog is about our relationship, the good and the bad times and there is no way to leave drug addiction out of it. People die of a multitude of things every day, but this isn’t a game of “who has it worse?” I didn’t choose to get depression. I didn’t choose a crippling anxiety disorder. The nature of depression itself is that it prevents you from getting “help.” And as for my opinion on “help,” I don’t need it because this is my own life, and I am rational enough to know when its time to end it.

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